I wake up to a misty wet landscape.
It's more than alright -- it's grand! If I hadn't wanted a gray day on this trip up to now, I'm in a different place today. Oh, am I in a different place! I feel a year has passed since I snipped lilies at the farmette. (Ed tells me the garden looks great even without my care. Is that a lesson for me going forward? Eh, what does he know!)
Yes, I will take a wet walk -- it's so beautiful here and who knows if and when I will next see vineyards. But, too, staying in my room, looking out, writing -- that seems pretty dreamy to me as well. I'll do both!
And here's something I have been mulling over: what happens to Ocean when I travel? People tell me I am more reflective. True enough -- I write in spurts, all day long, all the way until midnight, sometimes longer. Is that a good thing? How do readers respond to this abundance of text, of thoughts? I had shut off comments long ago (best decision ever!), so I do not know. I have never written with the purpose of increasing readership and the reverse is true as well -- I have never written with a fear of losing readers either. I check my numbers ever few months out of curiosity. I cant really explain surges (this summer!), or plateaus and honestly, I dont much care. This is the beauty of not monetizing Ocean -- my well being doesn't depend on how many people tune in. [But, I do admit that when I hear from a reader via email, I am delighted. I feel then that I am walking alongside others on this planet, even complete strangers. It's a great feeling. Thus my connection to you, however ephemeral, is indeed important.]
I always ask myself what will happen to my writing once I return and get swallowed up by all those things that fill my day. Kids, growing plants, cleaning, cooking, reading, walking with Ed, searching endlessly for good free movies in the evening with him -- hours well spent. Writing is just a small part of my day then. I wish it weren't so, but then again aren't I more alive when I am engaged, rather than just writing about being engaged?
Such luxury to have the time and space, here, in Champagne, to think about this!
Champagne. Where everything is about the bubbly drink. They put a foot pillow by the bed at night (no kidding!) with the words "have a bubbly night." I am sure there are people here who do not come for the wine (me for example, but listening in to breakfast conversations, I know there are others), but if you want to really distance yourself from bubbles and grapes grown for wine, you'd not come to this place. Me, I love it despite my new basically alcohol free phase. This is actually quite a big surprise for me: having been a lover of wines for many decades, having done wine tours and samplings, treasured special wines in my wine cooler at home, having always looked forward to my evening wine ritual and my kir vin blanc aperitif when in France, I thought I'd miss it if I quit. Shockingly, I miss the ritual, the expectation of pleasure, but not the drink itself. Frankly, I love that with 0% alcohol wines and beers, I dont have to watch myself with how much I drink. Again, it's the psychology of the thing -- I rarely want a second one. But I know I can have it and it wont matter. Funny how our thoughts shape our well being!
So, breakfast: predictably, it's a high class act. I dont bother with the a la carte offerings, I just stick with the buffet. There's plenty, including my beloved Bircher Muesli! I have to start making it back home, it is so very good!
(ate every last bit of everything; okay, with the exception of the jam!)
Again, I look around at my breakfast compadres. At the table next to mine, there's a couple, maybe a decade younger than me. American. I like her. Every time I catch her eye she smiles. Do you know how few people do that??
Back in my room now, I take stock. I'd been reading up on the hotel -- they re-imagined it about seven years ago and it exudes that freshness that comes across when you put in place new ideas on how to decorate a room.
(the bedroom has a white wall, but then the opposite one, by the bed, has vines and flowers morphing from pale cream to the yellow color of champagne.)
Sure, I could stay and read, write, do quiet things right there in that lovely room with a view, but I am just itching to go for a walk. Through the rows of grapes, but also to the forest. Champagne has beautiful woodlands. I want to walk among trees. Maybe take a forest bath... (What is that? Roughly, it's when you pause and employ all your senses to take in the forest. In fact, today I will have done so, even tasting, ever so lightly, the dew I walked on.)
("But madame, it is raining lightly!" So what? You have umbrellas.)
(The forest is called "Foret Domaniale de Hautvillers")
(from a hill, looking down at it)
I'm rarely (ever?) fearful here, in France, when walking through a forest. It feels safe. With or without people.
(the one pair of hikers I saw - not necessarily from my hotel -- this is a GR trail that winds its way through the region)
(out in the vineyards again)
The hamlet of Champillon is just ahead of me. I walked through some of it yesterday. I'll walk through more today.
(The French rate their towns and villages for flower content; I wonder if you get a tax break for growing more flowers so that you can help put the place on the three star list?)
(Champagne House Autreau)
(The smaller scale of Champagne Bertrand Devavry)

A care is idling on the street just a few steps further up. This kind of car -- one that I see all too often in Champagne:

Those are the buyers. The tasters. The champagne fans. But again, it's not what the region itself is like. People live here -- though the streets are empty, probably for one of two reasons: we're still in the month of vacations, and, too, this is such a small hamlet that there isn't anywhere you'd especially want to walk to. I see no stores, no Tabac, certainly no bakery, though I haven't canvassed all the streets! But people do live and work here. And maybe stay on into their retirement.
(even the mailbox is on vacation!)
(resembling a racoon: a cat that I met yesterday and today; he is not on vacation)

(neither is he...)
(no kids yet on the "school path")
(speaking of colorful...)
A somewhat impatient Frenchman gets out of the idling car and comes up to me. In French he asks -- do you live here? On the one hand, a compliment! I look French. French women present themselves well. I passed the "not a slob test!" On the other hand -- what is he thinking? I'm with my big camera. How likely that I'm just out for a stroll with it? I admit that I do not live here. He tells me -- I just stopped to buy some champagne. They're all closed. I smile with and give him what I would call a most patronizing smile: monsieur, it's one o'clock. Lunchtime of course. Geez, even I know that!
(I once asked Ed if maybe we should put up a rooster weather vane, like in France...that project didn't go anywhere)
(Older houses remain, waiting for some TLC)
I am back now at the hotel. I hardly used the umbrella. Deeply satisfied, I go to my room. It is indeed lunchtime, but I'm not about to go eat at the hotel bar when I have a free sweet treat leftover from yesterday's welcome, and all the coffee I want at my disposal. And there are those mirabelles... So, lunch is "at home."
Yes, I could have spent the rest of the day in my room. But, included in that lofty price of that room is access to the Spa. I'm not going to pass that up! Especially since in the late afternoon, even on this gray and somewhat drizzly day, there is no one in the large and beautiful lap pool.
There was a time when I could swim without stopping. I'd quit from boredom, never from tiredness. These days? Five laps and I'm more than done! Ed tells me later that it's like anything else: use it or lose it. Well okay, but there are too many things that should be used and not lost with age. Who has the time?
I make use also of the steam room (empty!) and the sauna (also empty!). In my Norway hotel the sauna was packed. But then, that was their habit. In Champagne you're here to visit the Houses and Caves. Of champagne.
I'm asked if I want a facial. I hesitate. Last time I had one my face puffed out from all that product. But I've read that the Spa staff in this place is extraordinarily skilled and besides, they insist that I should try their "clay mask." Clay on my face? Sounds good to me!
But I clearly do not understand the new technology and the Spa vocabulary. A clay mask here is a contraption that they put on your face -- a solid mask made perhaps of clay, plugged in, so that your face is in some way irradiated, or heated, or red lighted. I can't say that I enjoyed that portion of the facial. Five minutes of piercing light (you have to keep your eyes closed throughout, but even without that directive, I would have had them shut tight out of sheer anxiety, of the kind where I'm thinking "how soon is this going to be over, and why are my eyelids the color of fire, and am I going to get cancer from this?"). The skin specialist asked me how I wanted my face to feel or look tonight before starting in on the washing, toning, masking, massaging, and creaming of it. Ha! Madame, I could not care less how it looks tonight! I'm sure the one or two women who have smiled at me at mealtime are not doing so because of the radiance (or lack thereof) of my face. I just want it to look healthy, I tell her.
To her credit, unlike with my previous facial (five years ago), it did not look worse than before she started in on it. In fact, it did have a healthy glow to it. Maybe it is why another woman smiled at me at dinner. But probably not.
And yes, soon after I finished with all this (and sipped some melon vitamin concoction that they swear will be good for me, and since they function under EU standards, I know at least that it wont be bad for me), and after I explained to her why I cannot possibly buy the creams that she claimed would be better for my skin than the one I'm using (not that she dissed that one, since it is also French, and they leave you samples of it each night on the bed) -- after all this, it was time for dinner.
I again eat in the Brasserie rather than the Michelin starred place that's also located on the premises. This time it was exactly the opposite of yesterday: the appetizer (fried gambas, or large shrimp) and main course (cod) were good but not exceptional, and the dessert was really yummy.
I looked around me. Nearly everyone is paired up, except I do see two families -- one British with three young kids and one American with two girls.
I suppose the French would not tolerate tablets or phones at the table, but how is allowing screens different from letting kids keep themselves busy otherwise? Besides, the French have this whole training program as early as in elementary school (maybe even preschool) on how you should expect to be bored at the table, and you should smile through the worst food imaginable (according to your youthful untrained taste buds). We, on the other hand, tell kids to banter with family and friends and eat whatever suits them, with ketchup on everything if that's their pleasure. Letting them read a phone at a restaurant, or listen to some video clip? I'd do it in a heartbeat if I got peace in return, especially in France.
It's rare that I leave France from a place other than Paris and so it feels unreal that tomorrow I should be traveling back home. It's not a simple retreat: I have to cab over to the train station, then catch the train to CDG Airport. From there, a late afternoon flight to Minneapolis, and finally, a very late flight home.
But that's tomorrow. Tonight, after dinner, there's this:

with so much love...