Well okay, so be it.
I make a greater effort to embrace January.
This morning, I take my turn at bringing fruit scraps to the cheepers. They eat them, though (the feather shedding) Scotch at least strains to see if I have something better to add to the loot. I oblige with bread, corn and nuts.
And then attend to our own breakfast.
I am with little Snowdrop on the early side of this day. She is radiant and alert and I am absolutely positive that I saw on her face one huge (probably inadvertent) smile!
After watching her enthusiastically track everything from books about love...
... to stuffed animals that play music and sweet cats who don't get what's so great about a piece of blanket on the floor...
... she gets a tad overwhelmed and so I do what she loves best (today): I sing.
I work through all of my recollection of Mary Poppins then decide there is no reason why she could not be exposed to my rendition of West Side Story's Tonight. She settles in my arms. We sit down. I resort to Youtube on the computer and the full collection of Chopin's Nocturnes.
Yes, this little babe is perfect. And adaptable. Even if I did hand her back to her parents completely worn out.
Tomorrow I'll do better.
In the afternoon, Ed and I go to Brooklyn Wildlife Area. It is one of my favorite short range hiking places (helped by being only some 20 minutes from where we live). It's cold, but there is a spec of a sun up there. The trail weaves through the forest...
... and uphill for a view of the rural landscape all around us. I love this place in all seasons and I am reminded how even in January, there is so much to admire here.
So much.