Monday, August 26, 2013

Obsession

[Warning: a few times during the year an Ocean post grows to be far longer than even the average long one. This may be one of those times. If you don't care for this level of detail, scroll through to the photos and come back tomorrow.]

The title for this post came to me in the middle of the night. A restless night: I was tossing around the elements of the day ahead and I thought -- obsession. That's what I'll want to write about at the end of the day.

Several weeks ago, when I committed myself to four nights in Paris, I thought hard about what a Sunday here should be like. Recurring idea: maybe an escape from the city? And even though they've been saying  -- rain, for sure rain! -- it hardly matters. Rain? That's almost perfect! I will have the quiet that comes with a bad weather day.

I'm writing the post when it's all behind me. Not all of it was a success, that's for sure! But the day had two (separate) perfectly beautiful hours in it. Is there more that one could possibly want out of life?

Back in the days when I stood watering my gardens at the farmette, I thought to myself -- I should do a day trip to Rouen. (The capital of Normandy. Most people know it for the cathedral, painted obsessively by Monet. Some know, too, that this is where Joan of Arc was tried and burned at the stake.)

Looking at the train schedules, I see that the Paris - Rouen train passes through Vernon.

Well now, that's interesting. Vernon is the gateway to Giverny. The hamlet where Monet lived, gardened and painted. Clicking on the Ocean tag, I see that my last two trips to Giverny were in spring. I'm thinking a summer visit would help me re-imagine different ways I might approach my own gardening.

Talk about obsessions! Monet, of course, carried gardening to an extreme, putting his kids to work on weeding and carrying pails of water on hot summer days. But some would say that I'm not so innocent here either: I never made my kids carry pails of water, but I've been known to stand for hours with hose in hand. Or pulling weeds. Or putting in new seeds and plants by the dozens.

And it all was inspired by a visit to Giverny many decades ago. The nasturtium mounds that you see spilling out in front of the farmhouse? That's a Giverny scheme. Mixing cosmos to fill in empty spaces toward the end of summer? Giverny.

I'd read not too long ago that Giverny has a new head gardener (perhaps not surprisingly, brought in from England). Can you imagine the enormity of his burden? To reinvent a garden that will be true to Monet and that will show itself off all season long (lasting from April until the end of October)?

So on this rainy day, I leave my Paris hotel early -- so early that I have to walk two whole blocks (!) before I find an open cafe.


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 It's empty except for one couple at the bar and I don't think they're here for breakfast. As I take bites of my croissant, I witness their intense flirting session over beer...


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...and when I leave, their salutation to me is "bon soir" (good evening) -- as if the evening is just claiming it's last moments.

It's starting to rain harder now and I take out my newly purchased umbrella. From Monoprix which, I suppose, is France's equivalent to Walmart except without that beastly reputation. Up goes the umbrella now and boom! Down it comes again.

It's broken. It wont stay up. I have a whole outdoor day before me, it's raining in the way that let's me know that it's not about to stop and it wont stay up!

There's no choice: I proceed with it drooping down over me. My backpack is quickly wet. I struggle to keep my camera protected. My shoes are full of water as I cross an empty, wet Paris all the way to the Gare St Lazare.



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Alright. The station is just a few blocks past the Opera (above).  The train's on the platform. I board, sit back and assess the damage. I'm carrying my computer and work notes in my pack for the train rides. They're safe. Even though it's only a fifty minute to Vernon, I settle in to work, glancing occasionally outside as we weave along the River Seine, atmospheric even now, in the rain.


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A woman my age sits down next to me. She assumes I wont mind the occasional comment and I don't, smiling at her as she explains that she's out to hike in the Giverny area. Perhaps it's our common age that invites intimacy because as we near Vernon she asks me to mind her things while she goes to do a little pee pee and then tells me, by way of warning -- there's no paper. Trains create strange partnerships.

At Vernon, I board the bus for Giverny.
Roundtrip, please.  
That'll be eight Euros. Eight Euros! I remember when the short ride was just one Euro each way!

As I get off, I pick up a schedule for the return to the station. Say what? Not another one till after noon? How am I going to make my 11:28 train to Rouen??

Not a worry for now though. I am in Monet's garden and it's early and, with the exception of a small group of Japanese tourists, nearly empty. The rain is atmospheric and refreshing to the garden. I am so overjoyed to be here!



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I'll try hard not to flood you with photos of the alleys that cross the yard toward Monet's house. It's all beautiful and the palate of colors runs through  the whole spectrum of the rainbow. I do notice something right away: the head gardener is making heavy use of annuals to carry the garden through the difficult season (as I mentioned back in my farmette postings, the difficult season starts, for me at least, on August 16). There is the cosmos, yes, that and there are many dahlias and zinnias.


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I give an appreciative grin to the flowers of our own golden prairie.


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And then I cross over to the Japanese garden. (You didn't believe me about the rain?)


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You'll see here the group of ever faithful to Monet Japanese tourists with their red umbrellas.


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And now I'm back at the gardens by the house and I leave you with only three more photos -- two of the Grande Allee, with the nasturtium (which, btw, have far fewer blooms than my mounds do -- we probably had more sunshine this year)...


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...and finally,  the beds that lead up to his house. They don't quite hug the house like mine do (to say nothing of the horticultural mastery at work here), but the effect is the one that I love so much -- a house seemingly springing out of a riot of color.


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And then it's over.

I leave completely happy.

Switching to worried. How do I get to the train station in Vernon? I think it's about five kilometers. I pause at the cafe in Giverny to ask directions. I know there's a path to Vernon.

Madame looks horrified. It's raining hard and I suppose I look miserably wet. Take a taxi! She admonishes me. Here, I'll call one for you. It's not that expensive!
I haven't the heart to say no. So another boom! This one of money as it dribbles through my fingers, like the rain dribbling down my back. Never mind. I'll go easy on dinner. Right now I'm in Giverny and the cab driver is the most friendly, chatty person ever and I'm on time for my train to Rouen.

An hour later, I am in this northern city. A first time for me. And here's my advice: never go to Rouen on a Sunday. I'd say, too, don't go when it's raining, but if the tourists from Rouen on the bus ride from the Pont du Gard were right, that leaves you with too few options, so I'll stick with the Sunday advice.

The city isn't so breathtakingly beautiful that it can take the emptiness that closures bring to it. Of course, it was heavily bombed during World War II and so much of it is rather bleakly modern. There are a few pretty streets of timbered houses. But closed stores, closed cafes, closed restaurants all add another layer of bleakness. I almost turned around and caught the next rain back to Paris, except that I saw a beautiful poster advertising a special exhibition at the Musee des Beaux Arts: (in translation) Dazzling Reflections -- 100 Impressionist Masterpieces.

It was probably the best art exhibition I have ever seen. (It helps that it pulled together art that I love with a passion.) Bridges in one room. Seashore in another. In yet another, I was so stunned at the beauty of the theme of painted reflections in water, that I cried. I get very emotional over these things.

No photographs allowed, but here's the brochure.


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After this, I was ready to give Rouen more chance. So here you go, a few of the kinder photos, to give you a sense of the place.


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A view of the River Seine:


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I wont give you the cathedral head on  -- it's being renovated in parts, but here are the towers taken from the side:


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I pause for lunch at a crowded and pleasant place -- one of only a handful that are open on this day. Normandy cheeses for me. And melon soup for dessert.


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And I did also make the pilgrimage to the place where Joan of Arc was tortured and killed. There is a modern church that a Times reporter described as looking like a ship from outer space placed on the old market square. You see his point, though note, too, that the architectural motif should suggest flames.


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Inside, there are terrific old stained glass pieces, saved during the war from a church that was itself destroyed.


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Alright. One more of Rouen:


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And now I am on the 15:53 train, working on my classes,  heading back to Paris.


Dinner? I eat simply, meaning at Polidor, just around the corner from my hotel. It's a good place to eat a wonderful chicken in morelle sauce with mashed potatoes on the side. The waitstaff sometimes has an attitude, but I suppose it's understandable. This place has been going strong for several centuries and they've seen every kind of person sit down and order food here. So forget the lack of pleasantries and order yourself the most yummy comfort food on this side of Jardin Luxembourg.


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My shoes are ruined, my clothes are wet, but allow the cliche -- my heart is full tonight.

I'll leave you with a quote from the exhibition. From Monet:

Ces paysages d'eau et des reflects sont devenues une obsession. C'est au-dela de mes forces de vieillard et je veux cependant arriver a rendre ce que je ressens. 11th August,1908.

(Roughly, by google: These landscapes of water and light reflection have become an obsession. It is beyond my powers of old and yet I want to get back what I feel.)

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Paris, continued

Waiting for Rain

Paris weather is so unpredictable. It'll storm, it'll rain, no it wont, maybe it will, tonight, no - tomorrow...

I hadn't packed an umbrella (because back then, "it wont" was pasted all over the weather websites) and so I go to Monoprix to buy a cheap one, not wanting to buy a cheap one at premium prices once the drops start falling.

It is a lot cooler outside. The race toward autumn has begun.


Children

Something usual and unusual about breakfast today. Usual, because it is at Les Editeurs -- a frequent choice for me.


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Unusual because I'm actually meeting someone for it -- someone whom I haven't seen for eight years. She was once a law student and she has made that wonderful (and I admit, rare) transition to friend and lo! She and her niece and sister-in-law are in Paris and so am I and suddenly it's so easy to get together for breakfast, even as back in Wisconsin, she lives a world away (Madisonians consider Milwaukee to be a world away).

During this delightful breakfast meal, I watch her ten year old niece and I think back to the time my girls were that age and in Paris. I listen to all the enjoyable things she has been doing and though there are museums in the mix, there are also trips to amusement parks and bike rides and I think -- wow, I should have let my kids loose in such a park way back when they were small. I bought kid books on how a child might look at Paris sights, but they were more likely to have funny sketches of surrealists and existentialists having a grand old time having shouting matches at the Cafe les Deux Magots. They somehow neglected to point out wading pools and climbing structures at the Jardin d'Acclimatation.

Spinning through memories of those trips, I feel slightly better as I recall that we did eat plenty of ice cream and, too, we did go up the Eiffel Tower and if you know me, you'll know that that definitely is not a Nina thing to do. (I hate heights in opens spaces.)

Thinking about my girls, makes me want to hurry out and shop for them: they are at an age where thoughts often run in this direction as spending time with them is rarer and taking trips together is rarer still. (On my way to this certain place for them, I pass a little shop with the perfect sale of the ideal fall teaching skirt and so now my students will see me at least one day teaching in something other than chinos or corduroys.)


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At the store where I'm sure I can find something for daughters' gifts, it takes me so long to decide (after they get to a certain age, the words -- who knows what they like  these days-- become more and more real), so very long,  that madame truly must pass to sainthood for not throwing me out, especially after I changed my mind and had her unpack everything and start all over again.

Rain or no rain? Not yet? Okay, let me walk to my favorite lunch cafe (as if ten thousand others couldn't do the job equally well) on rue du Bac to see if it miraculously opened after a summer fermeture.

It has not.

I amble on toward the Eiffel Tower because this is how I do thing here -- I take a point somewhere at the edge of the city and say to myself -- I'm walking in that direction today (at least initially).


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(Things passed along the way include a stand with the wonderful chanterelle mushrooms and a cafe that dazzled the eyes. Oh and children -- these two were having fun in the non-rain.)


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On rue Cler, I come across the closing market and I think -- this, too is a good lunch place -- a nicely crowded Cafe Marche, where families linger after a meal that probably ended at least an hour ago.

Here, too, I consider the children. Much has been written about children in restaurants and speculations abound as to why French children know not to have tantrums and fits at these family meals, but since I have the pleasure of glancing at this rather large family for the whole duration of my salad eating (with warm goat cheese in a crepe)...


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... I got to see that the dynamics are, in fact, quite complicated. A little brother disturbs the play of his little sister while the older girls (cousins?) are absorbed in their own story. The little sister pouts and you can see that wail forming in her troubled soul. She stomps over to her beloved mother, but the mom will have none of it. This is a restaurant! -- she says this with the same severity as if it were church and the priest was about to deliver something reverent and important. The girl, wanting justice, gets a reprimand instead. She returns to the table and resumes her play. Her brother moves away. The struggle is now to get the attention of the older cousin. (Something of a Renoir moment again, don't you think?)


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(Even though French kids really do not do tantrums in restaurants. Maybe the price -- a scowl from beloved mom and no promise of justice -- is too high.)


The Sights 

At the Eiffel Tower,  I stand and gaze appreciatively for two minutes, then turn toward the river...


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...passing this Cafe, which I actually know of, for the simple reason that I heard that Obama ate there.


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Oh, mustn't forget the candy store along the way. Simple but beautiful display of macaroons.


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At the river's edge, down below the rush of traffic, I'm impressed all over again with how Paris does life. There are barges with beds of plants and greenery and comfortable deck chairs.  The barges are connected by bridges so that you can walk through them, as if in a garden, pausing for a while...


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...or, you can admire the vegetables grown on some...


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...or, if you are a kid, you can climb the ramparts...


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...or play with your skateboard or swing at a ball, or do push ups on exercise bars. All that, to keep you excited about the outdoors. Even if you're stuck in Paris.

Of course, my eye is toward the sights.


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And when I climb up again to rejoin the rush of traffic (which actually is quite tame, as it is the weekend), I'm struck with how incredibly exciting this city is is at all times.


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And romantic. (Now who am I reminded of? She's snuggling, he's reading a book. All I need to hear is "okay, gorgeous" in French.)


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While Julius Cesar looks on...


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Finally, a couple of "this is so French!" photos. First, the pastry of this trip: I've gone from buying my favorite to simply photographing my favorite. It's a longer lasting pleasure! So, the winner from this time around is this:


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And then, a "random man on the street" shot: to show you what a Parisian may do when it's still summer, but just slightly on the cool side. (And BTW, this would never play in Madison, Wisconsin.)


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Good Fortune

Dinner: tonight I eat at the place that captured my heart several trips ago. If I can get a seat, I will always book it -- it's steps from my hotel and it is bursting with energy (and especially after they've come back from their vacation). So here it is, my fairly new love -- Pouic Pouic.


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(Only a brave couple chose to eat outside -- rather than not eat at all. The photo was taken before they sat down.)

There are many many great things about the dinner (the price is one of them), but I'm going to highlight something that I will so try to replicate at home: on their tuna tartare, which itself is esconced in eggplant and who knows what else, there is  scoop of olive oil ice cream. The Best. Period.

For a second course, I had gambas with a lovely sautee of various cabbages...


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...and then, for dessert, a most wonderful macaroon around a chantilly cream, with strawberries and a rhubarb coulis.


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I leave so very satisfied and walk shaking my head at the incredible good fortune of being here now, this evening, at this moment. (Below -- the block of my hotel. With the view toward the Odeon theater.)


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P.S. Thank you to all of you who have written such lovely and generous comments. I am always so sorry that I do not attend to them individually when I travel. They mean a lot to me, but I already spend so much time on the computer that I force myself to get off the minute I put up a post.