Thursday, January 28, 2010
by the lake
Outside my office, I listen to the conversation between my colleagues and a visiting scholar from South Africa. The visitor is traumatized by the blast of cold air that we’re experiencing this week.
February will be better, you’ll see – they tell her.
Will it? And is it a good idea to just wait for those better days? Because here, in the upper Midwest, those better days are too rare during the cold seasons.
And in any event, why would we, hearty Midwesterners complain? We, who can afford to pay our heating bills and whose jackets can ostensibly protect against –500 degrees (never to be tested, thank God).
I say to our visitor – you’ll talk about your visit for the rest of your life. We, on the other hand, we have to live with this many months each year.
Thinking of this again at the close of the day, I decide to walk home. An hour and a half should do it.
I haven’t walked this way since I locked away the bike for the season.
The path is empty now. The perfect coldest day of the year. 5 degrees F outside, last I checked.
I make sure the scarf leaves no space for the wind.
Beautiful. Yes, that. Worth remembering on those days when I shoot straight home on the bus.
My legs are so cold that I no longer feel their brush against the fabric of my pants. Not important. I think. Not important.
Still, I pick up the pace.
Did I say this? It really is a beautiful day.
February will be better, you’ll see – they tell her.
Will it? And is it a good idea to just wait for those better days? Because here, in the upper Midwest, those better days are too rare during the cold seasons.
And in any event, why would we, hearty Midwesterners complain? We, who can afford to pay our heating bills and whose jackets can ostensibly protect against –500 degrees (never to be tested, thank God).
I say to our visitor – you’ll talk about your visit for the rest of your life. We, on the other hand, we have to live with this many months each year.
Thinking of this again at the close of the day, I decide to walk home. An hour and a half should do it.
I haven’t walked this way since I locked away the bike for the season.
The path is empty now. The perfect coldest day of the year. 5 degrees F outside, last I checked.
I make sure the scarf leaves no space for the wind.
Beautiful. Yes, that. Worth remembering on those days when I shoot straight home on the bus.
My legs are so cold that I no longer feel their brush against the fabric of my pants. Not important. I think. Not important.
Still, I pick up the pace.
Did I say this? It really is a beautiful day.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
I was captivated, as usual, by your almost melodic way of sharing the everydayness of your life. But then, all I can remember is that you walked home yesterday. In the cold. On purpose. You're my hero!
ReplyDelete"The path is empty now. The perfect coldest day of the year."
ReplyDeleteI like that thought - that part of the beauty of this super cold day is that you can have the outdoors to yourself. And its beauty is a secret you know about.
I visited New York City over New Year's, and though it wasn't as cold as Wisconsin, I got some of that same feeling - I spent almost the entirety of 12/31 out walking, there were fewer people out on the street (particularly where I chose to walk - not near Times Square), and it was snowing on and off. I walked through Central Park at dusk, almost slipped and twisted my ankle on the ice, but it was silent and beautiful and worth it.