Thursday, January 21, 2010
pencils
I’m in a rush. I shove books, marked by pencils sticking out of them into my backpack. I stab myself by accident with a fine point.
Maybe that should be my wake up call. The moment that screams -- enough! You have got to slow down!
No, no wake up. I rub the spot on my hand and remember childhood days when we used to scare ourselves mad with pencil jabs. Ooooh, you’re gonna get led in your blood... you’ll DIE!!
I remember one sleepover night where my friend and I looked through the Medical Encyclopedia to find out if we would, indeed, die. The answer, I have to believe now wrongly interpreted, left us sobbing.
In these drab days of a pathetically unlovely January (Madison, you can disappoint!), I welcome signs of color. Not blood on a finger, no, not that. So what else is there? The one lonely food hut on Library Mall...
Africana! From a continent where the people wear clothes of searing colors and eat foods doused with exotic spices. Or something.
Later, I put on my blackest of black slacks, shirt, sweater and head for the little shop.
The walk adds no color. Of course it doesn’t.
Maybe that should be my wake up call. The moment that screams -- enough! You have got to slow down!
No, no wake up. I rub the spot on my hand and remember childhood days when we used to scare ourselves mad with pencil jabs. Ooooh, you’re gonna get led in your blood... you’ll DIE!!
I remember one sleepover night where my friend and I looked through the Medical Encyclopedia to find out if we would, indeed, die. The answer, I have to believe now wrongly interpreted, left us sobbing.
In these drab days of a pathetically unlovely January (Madison, you can disappoint!), I welcome signs of color. Not blood on a finger, no, not that. So what else is there? The one lonely food hut on Library Mall...
Africana! From a continent where the people wear clothes of searing colors and eat foods doused with exotic spices. Or something.
Later, I put on my blackest of black slacks, shirt, sweater and head for the little shop.
The walk adds no color. Of course it doesn’t.
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Clam down and meditate, everything will be ok.
ReplyDeleteAnd have a dream...
Stop whatever you are doing for a moment. Think about a warm walk on a sunny beach. Take a deep breath. Slowly, gently let it out. Repeat as necessary.
ReplyDeleteOh, Nina! You are so funny!
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