Wednesday, May 22, 2013
the yards of others, continued
My plan was to front load all of last semester's work, so that I could take a June break, before starting the preparation for next semester's stuff shortly after.
The plan's not working. May is the planting season. I cannot abandon the garden now. And, too, after an excellent start to grading, I stalled. Became contemplative. Wondered why I was killing myself in this way. Thought maybe I should retire.
All in the space of one day.
And there was more: my office neighbors (holding a variety of law school responsibilities -- administration, teaching, public relations) took me out for a birthday lunch. These are my buddies in the true sense of the word. They are the people to whom I bring day-to-day stories. If I would crash on rosie or go to class with a shirt unbuttoned (by accident), they would know. And now here we are, eating lunch, recounting the drama of life and it strikes me then and there -- I should retire soon.
There are no photos to commemorate this kind of a day.
Oh sure, for the sake of balance, there is breakfast. Inside. It rained and it was cool-ish and it was just easier that way.
Then, the lunch, more slow moving contemplative work at home and finally, long after daylight became a muted faded thing, I planted. Odd plants acquired from another person's yard today. Spindly clumped balls of not much, but the seller was so earnest and the price so low, that I offered to take home one clump and got (saddled with) five instead.
The plan's not working. May is the planting season. I cannot abandon the garden now. And, too, after an excellent start to grading, I stalled. Became contemplative. Wondered why I was killing myself in this way. Thought maybe I should retire.
All in the space of one day.
And there was more: my office neighbors (holding a variety of law school responsibilities -- administration, teaching, public relations) took me out for a birthday lunch. These are my buddies in the true sense of the word. They are the people to whom I bring day-to-day stories. If I would crash on rosie or go to class with a shirt unbuttoned (by accident), they would know. And now here we are, eating lunch, recounting the drama of life and it strikes me then and there -- I should retire soon.
There are no photos to commemorate this kind of a day.
Oh sure, for the sake of balance, there is breakfast. Inside. It rained and it was cool-ish and it was just easier that way.
Then, the lunch, more slow moving contemplative work at home and finally, long after daylight became a muted faded thing, I planted. Odd plants acquired from another person's yard today. Spindly clumped balls of not much, but the seller was so earnest and the price so low, that I offered to take home one clump and got (saddled with) five instead.
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Hmmmm....had similar thoughts today.
ReplyDeletediane -- I'll do it if you do it!
ReplyDeleteretiring is wonderful but boring. would certainly present new opportunities for you. i hope you stay online with the blog. alles liebe !!
ReplyDeleteI can't believe any phase of your life, be it retired or working, will ever be boring... it may be time to make the move... while you still feel as young as you do.
ReplyDeleteThe chances of me being bored in my retirement? Zero. The biggest consequences in retiring early would be a significant drop in travel.
ReplyDeletenow that's a challenge...and an opportunity for a longer conversation!!
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