I start getting fall planting catalogs in the mail and I throw them all away. You kidding me? I can barely keep up with what I have already planted!
And yet, dreams pinch at you! Maybe we should remove the awful creeping rosebushes that grow by our parked cars and put in some of the divided daylilies? Maybe if we prune the young orchard right, it will reward us next year with more mature trees? And maybe we should move on that last prairie field and clear it for Farmer Lee, or figure out how to do a controlled prairie?
Alright. I gave my future gardens some thought. Now let's get back to the present. Which begins early, on a humid, foggy morning...
I'm out with the cheepers, but not for long. It's just not very inviting outside right now.
After breakfast (on the porch! Our bubble of outdoor bliss!)...
...I meet my daughter for our weekly walk to the downtown farmers market. She is exactly at the halfway point in her pregnancy. To me, she is obviously pregnant, though I can see how to the world, there can still be doubts. We pause on our walk. She has her rather regular bout with not feeling well. As I wait for her by the side of the path, three young men walk past and chuckle. It's obvious what they're thinking -- mother walking with daughter who has one mighty hangover! Well now, in case you haven't yet thought this -- a child is the offspring of two people, but a pregnancy is the burden of only one. I do a quick calculation as to whether I should shout after them -- she's pregnant, for God's sake! -- and decide against it. She laughs when I tell her their reaction. I'm used to it. Every time this happens, people think I've been drinking!
We make the market round. There was a time when I would seriously hunt down the best vegetables and fruits at this market, but now there are so many such markets that I pick and choose selectively. At the Saturday one, I always get oyster mushrooms. This time, I also pick up sour cherries for a cake and more pickling cucumbers. (We may not have grown enough for a year's supply of pickles. We really like pickles.) My girl has her own list. But for the most part, we do not expect to fill our bags. There is great pleasure in just looking.
It's still humid, still quite warm, but we make it back to her place before the storms come yet again and dump the next batch of rain on the now perfectly soaked land.
The cheepers hide under our cars at times of big rainfalls. And these days, Isis hides under our bed during storms. I look at the weather map for the next ten days. This I can say for sure -- there'll be a lot of animals hiding!
A few photos of lingering flowers. I know they will seem utterly brilliant come November!
That last photo showing the statue of the woman - doing yoga? - is my favorite thing in your garden --- apart from the cheepers and the Isis of course!!!
ReplyDeleteEd's mom (who was an artist, though not one who made money at it) cast bronze statues in various forms and positions. We have about a half dozen set in the yard. I think this one is a ballerina. I always smile when I pass her on the walk way to our door: she reminds me of a young girl playing in the dry leaves that inevitably settle at the base!
DeleteThis time of the year, I think we're just meant to let go of the gardens :)
ReplyDeleteYou'll be glad to feel that crisp weather come on, and then we'll put the gardens to bed and you'll be busy and feel like you're accomplishing something.
I spent the hot and humid day yesterday reading the advance copy of our daughter's new book! The chair was soft, the day flew by, and I look forward to reading the rest today.
Yes, there's the letting go part. Every year, by now, I've moved on. This year, the investment (effort-wise) was so huge that I want to ensure that I've done all I can to keep the garden vital and strong and ready for the (unpredictable) winter. But, with each day I spend less and less time outdoors. And that's probably a good thing.
DeleteOh, and the yellow rose with rain droplets is exquisite!
ReplyDeleteNina! I so enjoy your posts. They're a delightful composite of dreaminess and realism seasoned with all-important humor as the dependable segue. I liked your phrasing describing dreams as pinching at us. Just recently, I've allowed myself more dream time than usual - dreams that take me to post surgery destinations - nothing fancy, mind you - tiny nuggets of goodness
ReplyDeleteThank you, Irene Bean! Even though health events remind us that time is precious, in fact, it's that way even if you're among the lucky few who haven't a health crisis looming large. So yes, stay with your dreams of tiny nuggets of goodness. We all learn from each other how to find these, where to look for them. I surely have learned from your writings!
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