Tuesday, January 29, 2019

the big chill

And so comes the big chill. The blast. The Vortex. All negative numbers (F, to say nothing of C) all the time. With a gusty wind to set the bite factor even higher.

It is really cold outside!

Ed and I walk to the barn, to the garage, to the barn and home again.


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We're keeping a sharp eye on the animals. We had agonized over how to create safe environments, at least partially heated to counter the Arctic temperatures. At one point Ed suggested bringing the cheepers into the sheep shed.
We could put them in the bathroom and close the door. It can get quite warm in that shed, as Ed installed radiant heat in the flooring. Still, the thought of cleaning all that chicken poop afterwards pushed away that idea. It's not clear we could scrub their droppings easily out of the cement floor.

In the end, Ed redesigned a double bucket cave with a light bulb for Stop Sign and her babes in the garage, and we placed a space heater by the coop in the barn. Are these a fire hazard? We think not. The design of the heater is such that it shuts off if tipped. Too, it's a "mica-thermic" panel heater -- without the hot elements that are such a no-no for any creative placement. We're pretty confident that without some temperature support in the next two days, the cheepers (and maybe even the kitties) would be in trouble.


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(Stop Sign is used to us coming and going. But when I poke around the garage to see if I can track down the kitties, she is on guard: her demeanor says -- don't go near them!)


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(Hiding)


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If you didn't have to stand outside and take in the sting of that cold air, you might find the landscape to be quite pretty right now. All that snow! And sunshine!


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But the freezing air is brutal. The winds make it brutal times ten.

Me, I do have to go out: I have a physical therapy appointment to discuss exercises for my knee. I am so tempted to cancel or postpone, but I don't do that. I can benefit from both knee and back exercises! 

The PT person reviews my file (darn computers record everything!), and of course, finds a previous PT visit, also for back issues. He asks, as if knowing full well what the answer will be  -- have you been doing the exercises you were told to do four years ago? No? Too bad. Let me print them out for you again.

For this, I braved the cold weather. Ah well. I have a new printout, tucked into my "must do" folder. Yep: must do.


Snowdrop's school is, of course, closed. It was closed yesterday, it will be closed tomorrow and it may well be closed Thursday. In all my years (decades!) in Wisconsin, we've never had so many closings for terrible awful winter weather.

(At the farmhouse, she gets on her toy phone right away and does a perfect imitation of a "very important work phone call.")



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I had decided that we need to introduce something new to the mix of our usuals (book reading and pretend play). I bring out a set of watercolors, hoping that at the ripe old age of four she can keep the little box of colors fairly clean and separate.

She can and more importantly, she loves the possibilities!


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She is the water color queen, swirling colors on a bitter cold winter afternoon!


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Afterwards, Ed helps her hang her work. We have a museum! All her babies visit as she explains to them the meaning behind each painting.


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Later, much later, we play bookstore. I find this to be funny, because Snowdrop has rarely been inside a bookstore. Nearly all her books at the farmhouse come from Amazon and I'm sure this is true at home as well. In this particular game, I am told to read a book (any book) to her babies. I choose a book that I love, but that Snowdrop has yet to warm to (Miss Rumphius -- the lupine lady). As I read, Snowdrop pretends to be busy at her "book shop," but I can tell that she is listening and she is doing it with four year old sensibilities. In other words, she takes in so much more of the story than she did just a year ago.

Shortly after, she slides into role play. She tells me -- I am the old lady who lives alone because I chose adventure, but not marriage. I sit in my house and I look at the lilies growing outside.

Lupines, lilies -- same loveliness.

From here, we spin into a make believe world of the aging, as seen through the eyes of a four year old.


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Time to go home. Even for the short walk from house to car, and then from car to home, I have to protect the little girl's skin.


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We all have to create clothing guards and barriers. Icy sharp wind hits us as we step outside. Thank goodness for cars that warm up fast! For houses that warm up even faster! Tomorrow may well be the coldest of all cold days here. Hang in there, furnace. Hang in there, coop heater, and lightbulb in garage! We are so counting on you!

Monday, January 28, 2019

digging out

It snowed all night.


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This morning, we have a gift -- a window of kindness. A modest cold spell (as opposed to a furiously frigid spell which comes to us tomorrow). Time to dig out. But first -- the animals.

Here's Stop Sign, by her food and by her lair. 


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And here's a lucky moment: I pull out my camera before these two disappeared. They're very excellent at disappearing.


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Ed reminds me -- they could be hanging out here for ten, fifteen years.  Snowdrop provides the names for the two kittens -- Dance and Bridge. Appropriate. Little girls, or little boys or maybe one of each.

Maybe you've missed seeing the cheepers? They're still under lock and that's not a bad thing: in huddling, they stay reasonably warm. Here's a photo of them, awkwardly taken inside the added coop space. The three big girls -- Peach, Java, Henny.


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And brave Pepper...


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And sweetly shy, yet quite resourceful little Tomato...


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Food, water, coop clean up. As I fix up their space, I worry, too. Record cold, coming up: do we even know how cheepers fare in record cold? We'll get down to -30F (that's -35C). Ed and I kick around ideas on how to protect them. We have to do something!

Breakfast. How lucky we are to have these foods in the thick of a cold January!


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Schools are closed in Madison. I'm sure in all Wisconsin. They'll be closed tomorrow and the next day too. We are at the cusp of a significant weather event.

Snowdrop comes to the farmhouse so that her parents can swap around baby Sparrow care and work tasks.

The little girl, of course, is delighted with a relaxed day of play.


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And of dress up. (Gaga insists that she keep some extra layers on: I mean, the farmhouse is warm, but we're all walking around in sweaters, so that tells you something.)


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An afternoon of story telling. Of writing too. Snowdrop loves to write.


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I look outside. The snow has tapered off. I see wisps of sunshine. For once, that's not a good sign. Clear skies mean even colder temperatures come night time.


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For once we bundle up for the drive home.


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(The snow is up to her chest.)


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We have three very cold days and nights before us. Let's hope they pass without major hiccups or calamities. For anybody.

Sunday, January 27, 2019

storm warnings

I know what you're thinking: she wanted snow! she's getting snow!

Indeed, we're getting snow. Again. Tonight. Lots of it. Schools are closing, people are bracing for the worst.

To clarify -- I do love winter snow. It's odd to think of it as adding color to a somber landscape, but it does just that. And when the sun is out, it's like magic: the brightness is profound and shadows appear in beautiful ribbons of blue.


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Still, the combination of snow and cold and I mean real cold, of the Polar Vortex kind that we're getting this week, is brutal. You can't stay out for long. Exposed skin is at risk of frostbite. And yes, I'm sure there will be skiers out there -- you can always find a few who find extreme conditions pleasantly challenging, but we wont be among them. Even when I was much, much younger, I always acknowledged that I was a fair weather skier. A few runs down mountains under blizzard conditions cured me of the desire to showoff my bulldog spirit. I'm no toy poodle -- more like a pug maybe, or some other animals that loves the lap as much as she loves a good walk in fine weather.  Emphasis on the "fine."


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This morning, I attended to the animals. They're growing in number: Stop Sign has two of her kids now by her side. At least we think they're her kids. Ed calls them the two little girls. They're very shy still, but we see them scampering in the garage as we approach. Ed has rigged a lightbulb in a large bucket and draped the whole with an ancient sleeping bag and the little family is ganging out there now. We think they should survive the coming coldest of cold temperatures. The cheepers -- well, they do huddle together in the coop. So long as their skinny feet are hidden under their large feathery torsos, they should be okay. Introducing a lamp into the coop is too dangerous and no, we're not bringing them indoors! All we can do is make sure they stay dry and away from any wind.

Animals tended to. We sit down to breakfast.


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And then I head out to shop for groceries and of course, everyone is stocking up in anticipation of the cruel weather that's just ahead of us. I make sure to buy flowers for the table. When a snowstorm rages and a Polar Vortex pushes Arctic air all the way down to the farmette, you have to pay attention to flowers: they keep you focused on all that will follow. Because really, spring will come!


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In the evening, the young family is here for dinner. Snowdrop had called me last night and that was wonderfully sweet, because, in fact, I haven't seen her or any of them for several days now. But nothing beats a warm meal together. Of course, they want to hear about the Chicago clan! We always are hungry for details of those who cannot be with us at the table.

And after I tell my stories and we review all the Chicago pictures, it's time for everyone else, including Snowdrop, to chime in. 


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Sparrow can't offer words, but he can show his enthusiasm in other ways!


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Dinner. Tacos, because four year olds really like tacos and the grownups are cool with all that I prepare to stuff into that shell.


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Afterwards, there's time for play. She offers loving support for his efforts, he offers total appreciation for her understanding and enthusiasm. They make a great team.


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Such a beautiful week-end! I'm ready for the hard stuff. I think.

Saturday, January 26, 2019

family album

If you've been an Ocean reader, you'll recognize the post title: it announces a run of photos from a day that is full of good stuff, often coming toward the end of a visit with that part of the family that lives just a tad too far to keep me totally happy. It's not unlike when I'm at the tail end of a trip to a beautiful place: Paris, Islay, Gargnano. I think then -- this is it! Last chance to put something into the suitcase that will recall this visit! Just one more small thing, just one more! Of course, in Chicago, I'm not hungry for "things" or mementos. I'm hungry for images! A sudden desire to store every grand moment before I'm off and away. So the camera keeps clicking and every photo is important. To me. I understand why you might feel that my family album is bulging. To me, it's not nearly fat enough!

So, a Saturday of few words and many/just a few (depending on your perspective) photos to keep those images solidly in place.


I'm up early. Primrose is up earlier.

(That "hi, grandma!" grin that I love so much!)


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(The march)


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(Pre-breakfast with my daughter...)


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(... and granddaughter; she's an oatmeal girl!)


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(Still pushing the food literature)


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(Quiet time before the morning nap; photo by dad)


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The young parents: weekend checklists...


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... and moments to recharge.


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And let me interject something here: I so love my sons-in-law! I know how good they are to my daughters and this just makes me incredibly happy. Okay, back to the album!

Dressing warmly is important. We're all going out for brunch. On foot. So, bring out the warmest sweater!


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We're off! Caps and snow jackets, scarves and bundles - somewhere in there you will find my daughter and granddaughter!


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Being city people, these guys walk daily -- to school, to trains that take them to work, to offices, to stores. So they're used to this. Still, must check to see if the bundle's okay!


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We eat at Publican Anker. Primrose switches from one parent to the other, always so happy to be in the thick of family fun and public chaos.



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And then I catch that L train, and the bus, heading north now, to help care for the people and animals that are part of my everyday in Wisconsin.


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As I crank my car I call Ed to tell him that it started. Just barely. Gorgeous, that's good. So, could you stop at Walmart and pick up cat food? Stop Sign's young one is now hanging out with her. I've rigged this lamp up to heat a bit of the garage. I think they're both staying there.

I am home.


Friday, January 25, 2019

with my Chicago girls

It is a day to stay inside. The bitter cold has settled in and we'll have a whole week of temperatures that chill you to the bone. On some of the days, we'll not climb out of negative numbers (Fahrenheit) in Madison (meaning we'll stay well below -18C). To me, that's cold. Is it a question of not being used to something so fierce? We do not often get this frigid. Would I mind it less if it happened more often? A few days ago, I was watching a documentary on the wild horses of Siberia (the Yakut): these animals have adapted to temperatures that regularly reach the -90sF (that's -70C). There was an interview with a family who lives in these same regions. They ride the Yakutian horses and rejoice when the temps rise to -40F (also -40C!).

Chicago, where I am right now, is a tad warmer, but it's surely not good weather for a stroll. Not by a long shot. My granddaughter Primrose (who is my charge today) and I stay put!


(Hungry girl!)


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(She's not one to sit still. Tossing all the toys out of the toy basket thrills her!)


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Eventually, like any child, she tires. Her nap time is my breakfast time.


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On the move again! Primrose can now walk, so long as she can hold on to something.


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Little one, can we take a pause? For Spot flip books, she'll take a pause.


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But then she eyes something equally enticing: grown up books! (Deliberating on the choices.)


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She likes this one! There is a suggestion in her gaze: might we bring this cake to life?


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Not today, Primrose. Not today.

Can I interest you in a cracker snack instead?

(Easily mollified.)


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I have turned my daytime waking hours over to this splendid young child. I can give her that much (not enough! Chicago is so far!).

But late in the evening, when Primrose is asleep, I turn my attentions to my daughter: she and I go out to dinner (her husband babysits). Call it a birthday meal, call it a rare moment when that now grownup daughter, that supremely busy adult person can be your child again, indulging you and your stories over some very good Basque food, as if we were traveling to those corners of the world once more. And maybe just tonight, we are.

(At the Bar Biscay)


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So cold outside! For once, tonight, I don't give it a second thought.